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Dear Believers of God the Father, Jesus Christ and the Holy Spirit:

Grace and Peace be unto you,

I Jacelyn Hunter write this in my own hand by way of the Holy Spirit.

I have never battled so much for my belief in God as I have in the last 1-2 years of my life. My heart has double-crossed me many times causing me to contemplating leaving the house of faith altogether. When I express to you that my heart has double crossed me, I dare not forget to mention the all-out attacks on my allegiance to Godly values, the honoring of the ten commandments, a respecting conviction for the presence of God and even at times my love for His way. Take lightly I do not as I attempt to understand what the Apostle Paul wrote to us regarding keeping the faith.

However, I have seen and heard about brothers and sisters leaving the faith all over the world due to what they consider are unanswered prayers and betrayal from God. At the same time, I wonder if they would know what an answered prayer would look like? And I understand their resigning from the faith if the very God they trust in, they don’t trust His way. Could it be that we have prayed yet have not seen. Could it be we have prayed and have not understood what we were asking or how that answered prayer would look?

The most perplexing thing is that God remains faithful while we continuously decide if we still have faith. And as a result we daily decide if we want to be a follower of Jesus and God’s servant at all.

God's Servant,

Jacelyn Hunter aka Lady Jay Speaks


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